#of myself

[your-ne1ghbor]

Star boy x Asha dyamic

I decided to explore more of Star Boy's design more, mainly playing with the color pallet then it dawned on me.

HE SHOULD BE LIKE EVERY SORT OF ANIMATION!!!

He can be black/white animation like VERY old disney, to clay (I will make him into that later hehe), to a sketch version of him! And I was like:

Also, I plan on exploring some hair styles for Asha but for now Im pretty settled with her design :3

Also I imagine their dyamic to be like:

Star (casually freaking out): WHY DO I FEEL LIKE THIS LIKE WHAT IS THIS AHHHHHHHHHHH. IS THIS LOVE??? WHAT IS HAPPENINGGGG

Asha (trying to hide it by denying it): Nah, I cant have feelings for him (long pause) RIGHT???

Star (walks up to Asha): I have a question. What is love?

(he walks up to her since he trusts her a lot and knows that he does have changed feelings for her but doesnt know what it is so like AHHHHH)

Asha:

Star: You Good?

Asha: Skadadles 🏃‍♂️💨

Star: utter confusion

Man I love these guys!

sUrElY nOtHiNg BaD WiLl hApPeN...

(Meanwhile my alternative list of endings are growing)

True Ending

Good Ending

Bad Ending

Fire Ending

Bitter-Sweet Ending

Revenge/Insane Ending

I might explain them in another post, but yeah....

(listened to epic musical and uhh got inspired haha)

@signed-sapphire @oh-shtars @chillwildwave @annymation @rascalentertainments @uva124

I am sad to admit that I have failed you guys...

I bought...

Wish Merch

SPECIFICALLY ASHA SINCE THEY DIDN'T HAVE STAR PLUSHIES

I mean she was 40% off I had to get her man...

but like broooo WHYYY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF

[kebriones]

When you see horrible misinformation on something you know a lot about online and you have to clench several muscles in your body and just move on because you shouldn't be correcting random people unsolicited.

[jestersbug]

I made more art of my dragon!

I am so proud, look at me boi!

[carnivalcentipede]

i got kidnapped by two little shits on the carnival server as their brother and have been drawing shitty mspaint doodles of us vibing lmao

and ofc obligatory "scribbles is short" jokes

( @eternalscribbles @smoke-n-webs )

[marveljesus69]

Silly sketch of this boy 😘🥰😍😚💋

[love-3-crimes]

~1 year later and i still cant draw shoes,,,...,.

eugh

[capersandcurios]

I DREW MEEEE YAYYYY!!!

[hersurvival]

He says "no."

Hard.

Tries to articulate his feelings -

It will ruin your body.

For my enjoyment.

And that is what I have become,

An object.

A pretty face with unmarked skin

For him.

Not a person, not in and of myself,

But something in relation to him.

And I am his.

But I am not for anyone's pleasure.

So I told him I was leaving -

I am done and I am gone.

@nosebleedclub May 14th - Taking Control

[buuuuggggggggggg]

Hey my brain’s being mean to me can anyone tell me that I'm not horrible and that not everyone hates me and that I'm actually a pretty okay person and that i deserve to live and im not just a disgusting human who should isolate themselves forever

[konstell8]

ok so i got out my old band sheet music to show my sister because of reasons and most of the music i kind of vaguely remember, right, because like we played it a lot but this was years and years ago.

but this one piece, this one fucking piece

i took one look at it for like two seconds and i am assaulted by extremely vivid memories

it was a UIL solo from like, seventh or eighth grade. i can picture first chair girl's face and hair. i remember the girl i sat next to, who came in in the middle of the year. The one boy in the flute section. I'm sitting there, in my middle school band room, before class starts. I'm sort of half-assedly practicing this piece, (because doing a good job means playing the boring parts, really slow, like ugh) but that's what you do. It's what everyone else is doing. Like a full third of the class is doing this song for UIL solo.

I find myself humming the song. It's been years. I glanced at the sheet music for like ten seconds. I remember this fucking song. What the Hell. I haven't thought of it since middle school, I didn't even play it, I'm rusty as hell, i glanced at it for ten seconds.

I legit feel like im being haunted by some kind of musical ghost. what the fuck.

[some tortured googling ensues]

IT WAS A FUCKING BEETHOVEN ARRANGEMENT!!! I DID NOT KNOW THAT!!!!

ALSO I FOUND SOMEONE ON YOUTUBE PLAYING THE SAME ARRANGEMENT!!! THE ONE THAT IS HAUNTING ME!!! OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!

[blaze-yuri]

All of it

oh wow thank you

[youseemsurprised]

I’m not saying it’s your fault, it’s mine but since it is mine you make me sick. I don’t like coming up here because I showed too much. Now I feel like I have hungry eyes watching me. Fuck. What did I do. I swear to God being myself without any regrets is impossible. I don’t know what anything is and why I do anything. Please I do not need anymore male opinions. What did I doooooooooo.

[jadelover69]

STAWP MY FRIENDS JUST REMINDED ME OF WHEN WE USED TO READ FANFICS IN CLASS WITH OUR SCHOOL COMPUTERS

[perroulisses]

she was bald :(

but she had the power of god and anime on her side :)

then government happened.

and then she died :(

[mizarchivist]

The bit in dot and bubble where the woman looks at the monster then scrolls her media instead of doing something to save herself is so real right now. My monster is not a monster but US politics and work politics smashing together in my head.